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Since Matthew doesn’t let me lay him down often or very long, when i do finally get to lay him down i know i need to scurry to get anything done. It’s usually been about 30 minutes that he gives me. Usually i hurry to get a shower, throw a load of laundry in and a load of dishes in the dish washer.

I have a hard time sometimes because i can’t get more done but i keep telling myself that as long as i get those few things done then i should feel good about myself.